The Lost One’s Weeping

Feel it [Em]cutting into me, the doubting [G]painful knife

Feel it [C]deepening the rift, finally [D]hit just right

Couldn't [Em]take the love I had, so weak and [G]burning low

But it grew [C]into a weapon only [D]hurting me, this I know

[Em] [G] [C]

[D]...is nonfiction

[Em] [G] [C] [D]

 

So good [Em]with numbers, science, [G]math I like

But I'm [C]terrible at English so [D]I despise

This [Em]part of me that wants a simple [G]"right or wrong"

And I [C]feel that everything I choose will [D]always be false

And [Em]today

This [G]homework

About [C]me

A [D]blank sheet

[Em]Accomplished

[G]Content with

This life [C]I will [D]now live

'Til [Em]I think why [G]are we

just [C]sometimes no [D]always

Saying [A]how we're sad and

Saying [Bm]how we're lonely?

Can you [Em]even read the blackboard written [G]clear as can be?

Can you [C]even read his mind? See that kid's [D]lost fantasy?

Can you [Em]even find the one who dyed his [G]red heart to black?

Hey, who [A]could it be?

Hey, [Bm]someone tell me!

Can you [Em]even solve the question with your [G]abacus yet?

Can you [C]even stop the rope from hanging [D]him by his neck?

Did we [Em]really choose it right saying we're [G]okay this way?

Hey, just [A]tell me how

It's [Bm]not like I care now

 

Counting [Em]days like numbers, they [G]all pass their prime

And [C]again hypnotically [D]swimming through time

[Em]Behind the power and [G]guards I put up

I [A]hide

Knowing [Bm]they had long died

From [Em]problems

My [G]resolve

Just [C]can't solve

That [D]homework

[Em]Accomplished

[G]Content with

This [C]life I will [D]now live

'Til [Em]I think and [G]he speaks

That [C]demon [D]inside us

Saying [A]"let me just leave"

Saying [Bm]"someone kill me!"

Can you [Em]even read the blackboard written [G]clear as can be?

Can you [C]even read his mind? See that kid's [D]lost fantasy?

Can you [Em]even find the one who dyed his [G]red heart to black?

Hey, who [A]could it be?

Hey, [Bm]someone tell me!

 

Can you [Em]even solve the question with your [G]abacus yet?

Can you [C]even stop the rope from hanging [D]him by his neck?

Did we [Em]really choose it right saying we're [G]okay this way?

Hey, [A]just tell me how

Hey [Bm]just tell me how!

 

Can you [Em]even say the formula of [G]area now?

Can you [C]even scream the dreams you swore would [D]never go out?

Who [Em]was the one who let my hopes just [G]curl up die?

Hey, [A]who could it be?

No, [Bm]it's gotta be...

 

Just [Em]open up your eyes, why don't you [G]grow up and see?

But what the [C]hell is "growing up" and tell me [D]when will I be?

Can a [Em]single person out there just [G]explain it to me?

Hey, [A]just tell me how

It's [Bm]not like I care now!